Still

Am I still who I was
The one I grew to be
A person I accepted
And saw myself as she?

Am I still your patient phone-call
Your cloudless sky of blue?
Do you need me still to walk with
Or have you found somebody new?

Have these doors that I shut tightly
Locked out a familiar place
Instead of holding in that comfort?
Am I alone here in this space?

Do you, too, feel this distance?
Do you feel us spreading thin?
Is this detachment what you wanted
Or do you miss what once has been?

After time of fleeing solitude
I thought I finally left its chill
But now everybody's moving
While I'm content here, still