I know something you don't know!

Someday, when I have more time (or any time for that matter), I will elaborate on my position as "Switzerland" within my family. But for now, just know that my family is really badat communicating things.

I today I got wind of something that I really, really should not know. And, at first, I thought about how I wish I didn't know at all. I thought if the problem was not present to me than it would not be present at all. Ignorance is bliss, right?

But, just because I didn't know this thing yesterday doesn't mean it wasn't happening. And just because my father and his wife still don't know this thing does not mean that it won't still impact them all the same. Maybe I should be glad that I know. Maybe there is something helpful I can do now that I couldn't have done had I not been listening.

Ignorance is only bliss temporarily. In order to have permanence in our own happiness, we should just stop fucking everything over.




I really need to stop being so vague in these posts. If this was my business to tell, and if I wouldn't be hurting others by being more specific, it would make that easier. (#switzerlandproblems)