Sunday, May 4, 2014

From shaded spots of Magnolia branches

Perhaps it should concern me, a worry 'haps of mine
That when given the choice between one and two
I'd rather have a blanket to myself, and would decline
To share it closely with you

So two blankets I will choose then, but darling, I know not why
I feel unsafe unless unloved; alone I'm fair to be.
It is not your company from which, ashamed, I shy-
But any. Be I or you or him or her but never we.

Perhaps it should concern me, for loneliness I'm bound
But happily I will neglect the offer to sit on blankets shared
I am comforted by space not stuff, silence not sound
It is me. not you, who shall be scared.



Friday, May 2, 2014

And her's, askew

I always ask questions.
Seeking, panting for an answer
That I want to hear in response
So maybe it would be better
To say I give questions
Not that I ask them. Because
There is no option for answers
But right
Now

Right now
Right now I want to hear you
Choose whatever answer you want
Your response without a question
It is your turn to talk
First

Talk first
Talk fast before I forget
How to listen, how to listen
Without expectations, preconceived
Answers worked out in my head
Say them before I ask
You

Ask you
Ask you
Ask you
I don’t want to
Ask you
Ask you
But I want to
Know
I want to know I want
To know
I want to know but I don’t want to
Ask you

Talk first
Right Now
Before I twist your answers, askew